SURVIVAL

My child heart was taken from me when the unthinkable happened. Childhood sexual abuse. (Csa) What followed was a childhood into my teens filled with blame. Internally by my mother blaming me by creating her daughter the liar was to pre empt any chance of my telling anyone.

Everything was ruined. My high school graduation party didn’t happen because she had an opportunity to further present me as a destructive liar.

I have been able to be the child at heart but as an adult but I missed out on the innocence of child hood.